Looking for a Miracle

danimal875 · 07-13-2023, 10:48 PM

I am a man of great faith. I know this world we live in is a place of learning and above all else an expression of the pure love of God. My life has been an incredible journey. I lost my father at 3, but mother and her extended family and her boyfriends did amazing jobs filling the gaps.
I survived other childhood traumas, and disappointments, very well. I have always been good natured and considerate of others. I truly love this world. in 2020, I lost everything. Everything. For almost a year I lived in a place without a bathroom or a kitchen. And I learned to love that.
In 2021, on birthday, I got an email from a woman that I fell in love with instantly when I saw her in 2000. She had a boyfriend at the time, but we both felt the seismic energy. We dated briefly a year later between relationships and life but she could tell I could not settle down. She married a man in 2004 and they raised 2 children till 2021. As soon as their marriage ended, she contacted me. She had no idea it was my birthday. For the first time in years, I had hope.
When my marriage of 12 years ended, I would lay down on my living room couch in my old house and weep that we never had children of our own. I am the oldest of 28 grand children, and took for granted the joy of raising children. I don't think I've ever cried harder and truer for something. I felt like my wife and I missed the meaning of life.
On my birthday in 2021, my old love, came back to me. And she came back to me with 2 incredibly sweet and thoughtful children, aged 10, 12. The woman's name is Leah. And all 3 gave me all of their hearts. I was nobody, I was almost homeless. We have built a life since then, Ive lived with them at their parents house, I lived in an Oxford house, we have been through and conquered so many challenges. I used to own a construction business that grossed 1.5 million dollars a year, and now I am on food stamps, selling whatever is left of my collection just buy groceries.
One day, Leah and I were lying down together, just gazing into her eyes and I was thinking about asking her to marry me and she just started nodding yes...

We have true love. We have true love. I love God first, but we have true love. We have weathered so many storms already, and I know I will find a great job soon. But im asking this awesome forum, which has brought me so much joy. Can someone give me an engagement ring to give her? And emphasis on someone out there, who lost a true love, and its breaking their heart that the ring doesn't live on the finger of a woman who deserves true love. I swear on my soul that I would never sell it and if there was a problem I would return it.

Samsara and Nirvana are one.

07-13-2023, 10:48 PM	#1
danimal875 Member Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Central New Jersey Posts: 4,929 thunder_cards thundercards	Looking for a Miracle I am a man of great faith. I know this world we live in is a place of learning and above all else an expression of the pure love of God. My life has been an incredible journey. I lost my father at 3, but mother and her extended family and her boyfriends did amazing jobs filling the gaps. I survived other childhood traumas, and disappointments, very well. I have always been good natured and considerate of others. I truly love this world. in 2020, I lost everything. Everything. For almost a year I lived in a place without a bathroom or a kitchen. And I learned to love that. In 2021, on birthday, I got an email from a woman that I fell in love with instantly when I saw her in 2000. She had a boyfriend at the time, but we both felt the seismic energy. We dated briefly a year later between relationships and life but she could tell I could not settle down. She married a man in 2004 and they raised 2 children till 2021. As soon as their marriage ended, she contacted me. She had no idea it was my birthday. For the first time in years, I had hope. When my marriage of 12 years ended, I would lay down on my living room couch in my old house and weep that we never had children of our own. I am the oldest of 28 grand children, and took for granted the joy of raising children. I don't think I've ever cried harder and truer for something. I felt like my wife and I missed the meaning of life. On my birthday in 2021, my old love, came back to me. And she came back to me with 2 incredibly sweet and thoughtful children, aged 10, 12. The woman's name is Leah. And all 3 gave me all of their hearts. I was nobody, I was almost homeless. We have built a life since then, Ive lived with them at their parents house, I lived in an Oxford house, we have been through and conquered so many challenges. I used to own a construction business that grossed 1.5 million dollars a year, and now I am on food stamps, selling whatever is left of my collection just buy groceries. One day, Leah and I were lying down together, just gazing into her eyes and I was thinking about asking her to marry me and she just started nodding yes... We have true love. We have true love. I love God first, but we have true love. We have weathered so many storms already, and I know I will find a great job soon. But im asking this awesome forum, which has brought me so much joy. Can someone give me an engagement ring to give her? And emphasis on someone out there, who lost a true love, and its breaking their heart that the ring doesn't live on the finger of a woman who deserves true love. I swear on my soul that I would never sell it and if there was a problem I would return it. Samsara and Nirvana are one.